You want a cute journal entry, I'll give you a cute journal entry.~~
I've always drawn, mostly for people or a hobby. I've always tried, but never really gone anywhere with it nor improved as much as I do now. I didn't have someone I wanted to impress through my art, I didn't have the inspiration or drive to try new things, go out of my comfort zone, or improve. Now I can surely say I have that inspiration, I have that drive, and I have that one person that I aim to impress. When they notice that I've improved, done something differently it gives me the drive to keep improving. Sure people see my art and like it, but really they don't 'see'